Life has taken on new meaning with having a fifth child. I mean, I went from busy to more busy. And I have felt myself truly panicking about all that I am responsible for. There are times I resent the dog for needing to go potty cause it is just another thing I have to do and am responsible for. How can one person balance so many things and keep it all going?
I do everything basically by myself. Dustin helps with bedtime and discipline. The house is all mine. So, in an effort to keep my sanity, I have been freecycling as much as I can and selling things too. I really want my house decluttered and organized. I don’t want to have this huge amount of excess in my house anymore.
I can’t find my kindergarteners book she brings home nightly. It has been missing now nearly two weeks. They say it isn’t at school, but I haven’t seen it at home either. I have looked everywhere and I am tired of looking quite frankly. Can I move on with my life? LOL.
Rebecca is such a beautiful baby… She has been such an amazing addition. Born on December 27th, 2008 by c-section. I need to write a thank you note to my docs, they did such an amazing job and i am so thankful.
We are still not in church at this time. But I am hoping that will change soon.
Dustin is just as busy as ever with school. His senior project is annoying and time consuming. He is also trying to work as much as he can.
We paid off our van today…. what a relief…. That is a huge weight off our shoulders. Now we just gotta get money for our roof and the list goes on and on….
That’s my life in a nutshell tonight. I am just trying to get my thoughts stirring so I can begin blogging again… hopefully blogging better. I used to love to write and I really want to get back to that.